It's cool how interesting discussion class got when we started talking about the Qur'an, especially in relation to Boethius. I love it. I love how interesting the concepts are, especially of God existing in the eternal present. I might make a post involving things I wrote about in my seminar paper. So fucking cool.
Three mallet instruments, two sets of wood blocks, and I'm stuck playing the triangle and a few Snapple bottles filled with water.
I don't get there early because I don't want to sit alone.
Right now I wish I didn't have any friends, then I wouldn't have to hide how lonely I am.
Okay. Really. If you had heard the phone conversation that I did tonight, you would understand why I didn't comfort my stupid roommate when her boyfriend broke up with her. Jesus christ. I just don't understand what goes through her mind. Nor do I understand why she tells her friends such things on the phone when I'm here and I can't help but to hear every word because she talks SO DAMN LOUD. sigh.
Our teacher called my music class a mixture between Star Wars and Barney because of the sociological spin we want to put on our final project.
the world is bright
and the darkness lies beneath
It's sudden, the constant backdrop of feelings taking effect for a turn or two.
Ahh, I'm in such a weird mood. Not sad exactly. Not happy. Not annoyed (excepting how annoyed I am but not understanding what the hell this is). I feel like jumping off something, running really fast, laying on my bed and not moving, writing epics, I need a hug.
Do you realize how unbelievably frustrating you are? Augh. Just tell me what you want to fucking say already, so we can both move on.
I don't much care how busy you are, you can't use it as an excuse to forget about me. Sorry.
Aw, you feel left out? Well so do I, bitch.
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